Had a bad dream last night. Depressed.
Theres this girl I know, who I love.
We dated for about 4 years.
And as of now, have been seperated for about as long.
Time fuckin' flies.
Yet I still think about her. Alot. Far more than I should.
And yet, for the majority of our relationship, we were in seperate states of America.
It ended when I came to England.
I often think about confessing my love for her again, in the rare occasions we have an awkward conversation.
But almost 4 years is a long time.
Time enough to find a new loved one.
Time enough for heal from old scars.
And yet, for the last 4 years, I've never wanted anyone else.